Excruciating Pain: A Personal Battle Against the Enigmatic Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome

It began on a gloomy Monday morning in September 2016. I was working as a educator, attempting to manage a new class, when a sharp pain sprang behind my right eye. This was followed by rapid stabs, like lightning bolts. As each class progressed, the pain eased and then returned with increased force. Multiple times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with worksheets and ran to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I tried ibuprofen, but the agony remained unrelenting.

The attacks returned frequently that autumn, and again in the spring, soon establishing an yearly cycle. September and October were the worst, then the late winter. I could predict the routine: aura in the morning, early twinges on the train, full-on pain in the classroom by 9.30am. In 2019, a GP eventually referred me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.

This condition typically start with severe pain around a single eye that persists up to several hours.

About one in 1,000 individuals suffer by the disorder, and men are more frequently affected. Attacks typically begin with sudden, excruciating pain around a single eye that reaches its peak within minutes and lasts for up to three hours. Attacks come in clusters, daily or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or face perspiration. I have an episodic type, which occurs in seasonal bouts; some patients have chronic cluster headaches, characterized by the lack of long symptom-free periods.

What connects patients is the severity. One study rated the pain at 9.7 10, more severe than broken bones or other conditions. A separate discovered 64% of cluster headache patients experienced thoughts of self-harm during attacks; the number dropped to four percent when they were pain-free.

One patient, in her seventies, a chronic patient from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her attacks started when she was two. “I would throw myself on the ground and hit my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through childhood. Drinking in her teens, like many triggers, made things more intense. After having sherry at her school leaving party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the transport home.

Her family often mistook her episodes as intoxicated episodes. Support finally came from her parent and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after relocating, but often concealed her illness. She was fired from one job, in part due to time off during attacks. Her breakthrough identification came in the early 2000s at a national hospital.

Still, the inability to organize daily activities around erratic attacks took its toll. She especially hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her children during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It steals from you of the simple liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a portable toilet.


Headaches have been documented throughout the ages. “The first account of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write authors in a book on the topic. They linked the disease to an evil spirit who afflicted his sufferers' heads.

Historical medical texts propose unusual remedies for what modern experts would classify as a migraine. In the medieval times, severe headache was identified as a separate condition, with treatments including bloodletting to other, more superstitious cures.

It was a European doctor who provided the first comprehensive description of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache occurring and disappearing each day at specific hours”.

Cluster headaches were only officially recognised by international medical societies in 1988. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a key artery that supplies blood to the brain. Prominent specialists in treating the disorder explain this.

In the late 1990s, scientists released the results of a research project for which they had triggered attacks in patients and observed the attacks in a imaging machine. The results, featured in a major journal, showed activation of the a brain region, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they recovered.

Despite such advances, diagnosis remains delayed. One man's attacks started in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he had multiple surgeries before eventually being diagnosed in recently, after a doctor looked up his complaints.

Neurologists say wait times in diagnosing and treatment happen because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're tired and depressed, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He works by eliminating other primary headache conditions, such as tension-type headache, before confirming cluster headaches. A thorough history is essential: on which part of the head do signs occur? For how much time? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Certain characteristics such as tearing, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help verify the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to dedicated centers. But a lot of first arrive to A&E or are given unsuitable therapies.

A charity trustee, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for most of her adult life, although she has been free from an episode since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars pulled because dentists misinterpreted her pain. She believes the dental profession still need greater awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was she who replied. The author recalls calling a support line during an bout in 2021; a calm volunteer guided them through oxygen treatment and drugs until the attack passed.

National guidelines on management recommend that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a anti-migraine medication delivered by injection. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Prophylactic options include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly soothes the attacks of some individuals.

But leading specialists believe the guidance need updating to reflect a clearer treatment pathway and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The duration of the cycle dictates the approach.” Short cycles with occasional episodes are handled with acute therapy only. More prolonged or more severe bouts require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes combined with steroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an procedure into the area of the skull where the discomfort is that decreases nerve activity.

The official guidelines need revising to reflect a
Sydney Wolf
Sydney Wolf

A Venice local with over 10 years of experience in tourism, sharing insights on water transport and hidden gems of the city.

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